First sun.

Thursday, March 14, 2019

What's the best way to celebrate first rays of sunshine? With a 35mm film roll full of shots of my city, of course. It amazes me all my life with it's beauty. I wish you a wonderful March. <3


Monday, March 4, 2019

I finally gave my new film roll to be developed. It's been so long since I've looked through my latest analog photos - I miss it every time I don't do it. In the next post you'll see them too - I hope there will be something worth showing you. I'm afraid there will be some more of Gdańsk as I had my camera with me only in the city. But hey, you know I'm never bored with my hometown.
But for now, here are my little moments of chill and quiet...

Last week I was... #1

Sunday, February 17, 2019

...covering myself with flowers. Looking how the light was changing throughout the day on my wall (yes, I do have Millennium Falcon). Practicing my calligraphy skills (pictures will be posted when it finally looks decent). I also found an analog photograph I especially liked a few springs ago. I was writing a lot and reading a lot. My white candle is preparing me for another week, releasing a gentle sage scent all over the room. What were you doing last week?

coffee is always a good idea

Tuesday, February 12, 2019

I'd love to live in a coffee place.

Little snippets

Thursday, February 7, 2019

The world’s frozen. Quiet and chilly. In it’s sleep. I can only show you some little pieces from my lazy, sleepy life. It's about time to go and take some real photos finally. In the last picture you can see a shot from our Imbolc feast. Loved it!
I publish in my diary again --> here

so that's how my christmas looked like

Saturday, January 5, 2019

Where was I?? I'm disappointed with myself that I left the blog for so long. So many things have happened - Yule, Christmas, ups and downs. New scars to my collection and new shame episodes to endure. New year started rough, doesn't spare me - or tries to make me even stronger. I don't have any resolutions - I just want to feel light.


Sunday, December 9, 2018

Every one of us has some kind of a baggage that haunts us in the night. Every person that left makes a scar in our head and in our heart. In the most random moments we’re hit with something that reminds of them. I don’t know how about you, but I have absolutely no control over it. Seeing his favourite snack at the groceries, hearing a song I had so much fun to with an ex friend. It always hits like a rock.
My parents met my dear friend who randomly decided to leave me with no word of explanation - we’ve known each other since we were three. She chatted with them like nothing has ever happened. With no mention of me at all. How is it not supposed to hurt?
I’m not brave at all recently. I’m theoretically fine, but on the very edge. Very vulnerable for everything around me. I received a therapist number from my doctor. I am so afraid to call that I’m just staring at the little piece of paper with the number every day.
Where is my magic and why it works on everyone but me?
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