Before they locked us down...

Thursday, April 2, 2020

... I had a chance to wander around my new place and take my film Canon with me. We chose to use the golden hour to visit fields and places after old mines - Silesia is an area full of mines and fabrics, it's the most industrial place in Poland. The smog doesn't really bother me that much - my parents are smokers all my life - even though - air condition is not really the worst right now.

So I moved.

Thursday, February 27, 2020

It's so great to be back! I moved from my lovely Gdańsk to Katowice and there's a new period in my life starting. It's my first day at work on Monday. Scared and excited at the same time. I have a dream office/room right now and I still can't believe it. Let's meet this new time together, with photos and new cups of coffee.
This little guy in the pics is Jaskier, I hope you'll love him as much as I do.

In my phone lately #3

Thursday, February 6, 2020

Okay, okay - it may be boring, seeing my mobile photos everywhere. However I come to you with a news!
First of all - I'm moving out of Gdańsk. Yes, this is hella scary and I panic all days long. My new city is Katowice and I'm extremely excited. Here you have a few snippets of my last time I was there for the New Years. Stay tuned for moving, traveling and cat content.


In my phone lately #2 - November

Friday, December 6, 2019

Hello lovely people of the internet.
I'm doing pretty well. I still tend to have wild waves of sadness but in the meantime I kick ass in other parts of my life. There is a vision of a new life for me, far away from Gdańsk. This is my beloved city, but all my demons are still here. I will keep you updated.

In my phone lately

Tuesday, October 22, 2019

My therapy is over. Now I'm trying to find the usual stuff back in my life. I'm having a lot od walks and books. Autumn is beautiful this year, I could sit in these leaves forever. I hope you're staying warm. Keep all the sunny days deep in you.

This time in Warsaw

Monday, September 16, 2019

It’s the middle of my therapy - I feel like a hole in the ground, open and vulnerable like a fresh wound. I still do my best to cope with all the feelings I’m experiencing but there are moments where I feel lost like a child. Only five weeks to go and I’m so sensitive, the most I’ve been so far. I miss my friends but I have no energy to give them my time. It will pass, they say.
Hopefully, cause in November I need to start work again and do my best to catch up with everything I missed. I need to prove myself I’m good enough. Or better - I need to believe I’m good enough.

Colors of August

Friday, August 16, 2019

Another year - another post full of flowers and plants it is! I always feel the best taking pictures of nature, no matter how many years I do it for.
My therapy is slowly going forward - third week is over now. It's this stage where you feel totally exhausted but you still try to believe it's only temporary. And probably it is - they warned us about it.
I seek calm in art, I read a lot, I watch a lot of movies, I walk a lot.
Is it me or this summer holidays went by really fast?