Terrible at living.

Monday, October 29, 2018

Autumn is showing it's ugly face recently. It's early but I can call it - frost is bitting my lips and cheeks every time I go out and stone cold rain is putting out my fire of thoughts. I gave up on challenges and goals - I'm trying to take whatever I can from every free moment.
Although I'm terrible at living these days. I don't get up when I don't have to, I don't force myself to do anything.
I rearranged my room a little bit. Sometimes the tiniest thing makes such a difference!
The mysterious atmosphere of Halloween (for me - Samhain) is everywhere. I had no chance to go to see celebrations in the medieval village I celebrated Litha in but still - I'm pretty excited for the day. It's not "trick or treats" for me, it's a wonderful dinner made of all earth gave us. With wine and cider, candles and pumpkins, dried leaves and conkers. Nature ends it's cycle, the winter begins, loudly driving us all home to hide from cold.


Half past autumn.

Monday, October 22, 2018

Oh how I failed with my B&W photo challange! There were so many colors around me I couldn't simply desaturate them all.
So here are another snippets of my day to day life, filled with work and cold evenings on my way back home.
Street lights shine bright very early, fondly, ineffectively trying to warm us up. Tips of my fingers tingling from cold, wishing my mittens were in my pockets this very moment. October is almost over, and now there's only Christmas spirit shyly waiting to jump on us from behind. Not yet, please, I still have a photoshoot and an autumnal walk to do.


First days of autumn.

Monday, October 8, 2018

You know me well - I absolutely love autumn. Especially that the weather is still so stunning! Every day I see all the trees getting more and more colorful - like they're waiting for me to photograph them. As I absolutely failed in #inktober I decided to give myself small challenges every week of autumn - this one I'll prepare a Black&White challenge! Even though the world is full of colours, I will try to capture a few wonderful moments in b&w pictures. Of course - feel free to join me and let me know in the comments so I can see it.
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I've been shattered between the world of dreams and our real world recently. A hectic run between work and home with no pleasure, no joy. I don't agree for such situation, because I'll have to wait a whole year for another autumn.